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100 DAY SELF TALK

When You Forget Who You Are.

I don’t know where to start, it’s been awhile since I was here I have meant to write and post something but every time I tried I got this nagging feeling not to, and I postponed it. before I knew it two months had passed , I almost lost who I am.

Knowing Who you are with all honesty is the most important thing that one can do for themselves. When you truly are yourself small things won’t bother you nor will they hinder you from moving towards your dreams no matter how hard it gets.

When the fears and doubts begin to creep in you second guess every move you make , you can no longer find meaning and satisfaction even in the things that you truly enjoy doing, life becomes burdensome and your passion at some point seems no longer a worthwhile pursuit.

At this point you begin to believe what others say about you and most of the time it’s not positive or it doesn’t help to spur your growth and is just a complete waste of your time, but still you foolishly believe in that more than your own opinion of yourself. As a result you wander away from the path to your dreams and start to live in the mistakes and your shortcomings in the past. After that your time is spent on wondering what if I had done it differently, instead of what can I do to get better, what skills do I need, where can I find more opportunities, what lessons can learn that will propel me further.

Once the time for action has passed regrets set in, anxiety follows, frustrations grow and a feeling of desperation arises when you forget who you are, what you really want and your destination in life. Nothing destroys faster than regrets, the “what if’s” of life.

It takes a lot of courage and confidence remain yourself in this ever-changing world, with new demands at every turn. I have learnt that at every stage of our lives, circumstances will demand a different you along the way, by different it does not mean you change to conform to other poples demands of you,  rather it should be a better you, a more mature and experienced version of yourself.I’m happy with the person I am.

Never forget who you are, especially when the times are tough, who you truly are will always lead you to your better place .Believe and hold on to that.

Make Up Models Own ( Juju Make Up) 

White Romper  : Models Own.

Heels : Sonia Collections Mtwapa.

Hair By Fatma Mtwapa.

Nails By Wanja.

Photo Credits : Francis Njenga (New Images)

On Location : Pepo Mingi Private Villa

Be Confident,  Be You

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Love 😘

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“If you listen to people  and if you allow people to project their fears on you,

You wont live.”

Taraji P Henson.

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Where Feet May Fail

#Depressionisreal 

#Speakagainstsuicide 

#Youmatter 

#Fighton

#Someonesomewherecaresforyou

If you never speak up you’ll never know how easier if would have been and how a better road that would have been if only you had opened up and break  the silence. How acting a smile when all is not okay worsens the situation by the day. 

The last few weeks has been dark and full of low moments , my feet failed 😔 😔 .

When sudden changes happen in our lives everyone deals with it differently but knowing myself that caught me by surprise most especially when I had all the certainty that someone had my back only to realize I was alone , that I actually had been alone all the time.

And just to think that I didn’t see it all along.  And everything that brought me cheer and happiness suddenly  was bile and annoying to me. For a moment was so angry at myself and it kept playing over and over in my head. But then again I realized I can’t be so hard on myself that would be unfair on me. 

My sleep pattern changed at first I was sleeping longer then the timing started to reduce and  insomnia happened. So I switched to watching movies and music But concentration span was totally zero.

Whatever was going on in my head can’t be easily described  but I remember moments of being chocked by anger,  sadness,  fear,  anxiety and stress so I guess I was depressed  Yes no maybe.  All I knew was I just had to fight out and fight on…. 

Risk it all,  talk open up to someone you trust or  to that person who has extended there wholesome self as trustworthy to you.  Your people will never see you sink and just watch I have full trust in that.. 

It’s very easy to hide and put on a smile and live on without anyone noticing that you’re struggling to keep that face that smile to keep everything okay and in  check. And it just hit me so hard how so many people out here are hold up in the world of depression and anxiety most especially our male counterpart find it so hard to open up about it. 

How am I currently?  Fighting on that’s what am doing and keeping it one day at a time forgiving and letting go working on the so much that I had lacked the energy and synergy to attend to and as as Dwayne The Rock Johnson says “..when times get tough, hold onto faith and always be willing to put in the very hard work with my own two hands..”

Keep it here  ♥ , so much to do and it will be done,  delivered and exceeding my own expectations fall 99 times rise 100.

It will get better in time. 

Much love to all my support system friends and those who have always stuck up for me you guys are my heroes and biggest motivation.

Where Feet May Fail – Hillsong United. 

Models : Lucy Okal and Priscillah ibalai

Photography : Prologue Creative _ Tapawa and Bonnie Wekesa 

Love ♥. 

Miss Flônt It 

“My strength come from lifting myself up after I have been knocked down .”

Bob Moore 

Modernised  Betrayal. 

There’s no lifebook that dictates that you should have it all together when things are not going as you want them to be. Or when sudden changes happen in  your life,  try to keep in hold up only to realize that even half of it is just not in place and then maybe you think if you lock people out of your life maybe just maybe you’ll have it all figured  out No? 

What about having it all in check even when the person who committed the hurt was meant to be your friend to have your back one who said they got you only to realize life doesn’t sometimes happen that way. 

What if all you wanted was to get some money so that your life gets back on track , to get some good loving and to clear all the piling debts that just won’t go away. Or simply just to be at par with your peers you know everyone is bowling and cruising *Dubai Tings so you think and you just go ahead and do it only to regret it later .

How to fix it you start to think. You start to bash yourself so hard that the only voice you hear is “not worth another minute hear”.At first you push it away but as it gets louder you get busier yours friends see you lesser and lesser. You stop picking calls and the last time you were seen no one can recall why?  Because you were fine , okay and jovial. The normality of it all kicks in just like a joke.

Dig in a little more boom,  she’s no longer here but in another world gone forever. Then the RIP on her wall follows with the condolences and how  special a person she was. Others would be in denial as to how come they never saw it coming or they wished they had done more to revert what already has happened. But she  seemed always happy and full of life you’ll all think what pushed her to do that.. 

Twice or thrice I can tell how it feels to get to that point of wanting to take your own life suicide has to be one of those things that no one wants to talk about. Get some money caught my by surprise the whole storyline is really out of this world.It started out as a short film which was later adapted into a full length movie .

Get some money is a biblical representation of the betrayal of Jesus Christ as it sheds light on  the plight of suicide being while  sensitizing  world bodies on the need of awareness and to #speakagainstsuicide. 

 And to think the number of suicide cases in men is higher than women is a shocking  thing to deal with.Women talk and they open up more than men there no  much work that needs to be done in order to reduce and completely eradicate suicide.

Been there not once,  not twice but thrice My life is just by Grace make sure you go out and watch “Get Some Money”.

SOLD OUT VIP.

‘Get Some Money – The Parable of Judas’ premieres on Sat 25th February at the century cinemax garden city mall and our VIP is sold out. 

Get Some Money, revolves around the turbulent life of ‘Judas Mikwanja Iscarioti’ (Collins Ochieng) focussing on his troubled love life with Magda ( Naomi Mburuh) and also the struggles that come with handling money for the outrageous discipleship. The film features some of Kenya’s top actors, both established rookies and experienced majors.

Few regular tickets remain with the following prices.

Regular – Ksh. 1200/=

Squad – Ksh. 5000(group of five)

Watch trailer here: Get Some Money – Trailer

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Picture by: #iNent for #crowCorresponder

© Bonnie Wekesa. 

#Speak against suicide 

Love 😘

Miss Flônt It. 

‘May your path be the sound of your feet upon the ground,carry on’ ..♥ 

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