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When Dark Breaks Into Dawn – Fitness Model Of The Year ( PIFWA 2017)

​If I told you I almost quit would you believe me ? What if  told you that at some point I had given it all up had literally withdrawn and fell into my cocoon just to figure it all up.

They were days I went to work out super early, with the eagerness and focus for the particular set aside part of the body In the  wee morning hours but  15 mins into my workout I just felt like nah I can’t do this anymore packed my stuff went home. What actually was in my mind was a lot of conflicted issues from personal to social to just about every tiny bit details of my life.

I have never felt all this conflicted emotions all at once in my adult life , they were days I questioned so much , with every bit of question kept on draining me and they were days I tried so hard to encourage myself back up into focus into my body goals sometimes my body heard me and we concentrated which only  lasted 30mins.

The worst days when I couldn’t lift even a one kg dumbbell, those were the darkest day and I felt so choked with all kind of emotions which cant be clearly described.

The better days I gave my best with one hour being our maximum. One day out of the blues One of Photographer friend send me a message via whassup  ” Congratulations Priscillah on your nomination”, I literally laughed so loud with the “wtf” coming out of my mouth  .I thought it was a joke i have never been nominated on anything in my entire life..

I didnt think much about this but after sometime I was like it would be interesting to follow it up.Indeed I followed it up, it was such an honor to be aside people that I looked up to with the likes of Nikky Nagwala  And Alvin Lee.

In the midst of everything I got this nagging feeling to push myself one step at a tike ubtill I felt i could walk it all over again.The race to urge everyone to vote for me was up though at times personally I kept forgetting and get this I wasnt even rooting for myself.

Come the eventful day I settled for a dress that held all the sentimental memories amd value, this being the second time wearing it  after 5 years for special occasion.As always I was busy chit chatting left right and centre such that ahen they called out the winner for a few seconds I was glued to my chair .

This award did come at a time when darkness was all over me,that was a dawn sigh, amd it realigns my belief of ” No matter the size of your audience keep playing”. You might feel like what you are doing has no impact you will be surprised the number of people you touch.Keep doing what you doing in due time it will pay off.I dedicate this award to each and every soul that works tirelessly everyday to better there lives in every capacity of their lives .

I was just doing what I had fallen in love with to keep my body in a heathly mode, in a long time never would I have imagined it will culminate into an award, I feel honored and humbled all rolled in one.I walked off with fitness Model of the year 2017, am in tears truly.Special shout out to the organizers , planners and everyone whose input to the event made it a success.

PS : Currently back to full mode training but off season, looking forward to a great season ahead. Its not easy , it will not be easy but I look forward to breaking stereotypes, societal norms and breaking barriers in all that I intend to keep my hands on.

Keep shining, Make it happen.

Live Your Dream.

Photography By Lynn.

Make Up By Vee

Dress By Africa Glamour ( Jessie Omwa)

Shoes By Nancie Mwai

Nails By Wanja

Pwani International Fashion Week 2017 at English Point Marina.

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When You Forget Who You Are.

I don’t know where to start, it’s been awhile since I was here I have meant to write and post something but every time I tried I got this nagging feeling not to, and I postponed it. before I knew it two months had passed , I almost lost who I am.

Knowing Who you are with all honesty is the most important thing that one can do for themselves. When you truly are yourself small things won’t bother you nor will they hinder you from moving towards your dreams no matter how hard it gets.

When the fears and doubts begin to creep in you second guess every move you make , you can no longer find meaning and satisfaction even in the things that you truly enjoy doing, life becomes burdensome and your passion at some point seems no longer a worthwhile pursuit.

At this point you begin to believe what others say about you and most of the time it’s not positive or it doesn’t help to spur your growth and is just a complete waste of your time, but still you foolishly believe in that more than your own opinion of yourself. As a result you wander away from the path to your dreams and start to live in the mistakes and your shortcomings in the past. After that your time is spent on wondering what if I had done it differently, instead of what can I do to get better, what skills do I need, where can I find more opportunities, what lessons can learn that will propel me further.

Once the time for action has passed regrets set in, anxiety follows, frustrations grow and a feeling of desperation arises when you forget who you are, what you really want and your destination in life. Nothing destroys faster than regrets, the “what if’s” of life.

It takes a lot of courage and confidence remain yourself in this ever-changing world, with new demands at every turn. I have learnt that at every stage of our lives, circumstances will demand a different you along the way, by different it does not mean you change to conform to other poples demands of you,  rather it should be a better you, a more mature and experienced version of yourself.I’m happy with the person I am.

Never forget who you are, especially when the times are tough, who you truly are will always lead you to your better place .Believe and hold on to that.

Make Up Models Own ( Juju Make Up) 

White Romper  : Models Own.

Heels : Sonia Collections Mtwapa.

Hair By Fatma Mtwapa.

Nails By Wanja.

Photo Credits : Francis Njenga (New Images)

On Location : Pepo Mingi Private Villa

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“If you listen to people  and if you allow people to project their fears on you,

You wont live.”

Taraji P Henson.

Anywhere You Dare

There’s beauty everywhere it’s just how you see it from within yourself that reflects back. The world will never get tired of reminding you of your imperfections and the standards that you are to adhere to. 

For days I have been weighed down by this endless feeling that I can’t describe. As I continue to look at myself and re affirm myself and my purpose clarity in who I am is defined. 

It never costs a thing to be kind and patient with self as well as with others. Holding on to fear never amouts to anything and our insecurities with our bodies,  with who we are and what we can achieve beyond our walls of fear and unknown insecurities. 

You can’t let people scare you. You can’t go your whole life trying to please everyone else. You can’t go through life worried about what everyone else is going to think. 

Whether it’s your hair,  clothes,  what you have to say,  how you feel,  what you have believe and what you have .You can’t let the judgement of others stop you from being you. Because if you do,  you’re no longer you. You’re someone  else everyone wants you to be.

Dare yourself to want more,  to require more of what is within yourself you’ll be amazed of much more that you can possibly achieve far and beyond.  The woman who follows the crowd will usually go no further than the crowd. The woman who walks alone is likely to find herself in places no one has ever been before. 

It’s not easy following this woman,  her intuition sometimes gets me off balance and at times am out of breath taking  one day at a time towards a direction that I  can’t see light at the end of the tunnel but hopeful.Anywhere you dare do it passionately,  confidently and with a warm heart. 

Be confident , Be You 

Make Up Models Own ( Juju Make Up) 

Red Dress  and Heels  : Models Own. 

Hair By Fatma Mtwapa. 

Nail By Wanja. 

Photography by: Francis Njenga (New Images) 

On Location : Pepo Mingi Private Villa 

Be confident,  Be You

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Love 😘 

Miss Flônt It 

“I think I remind everyone of themselves  not saying everyone is my size but it’s relatable because  not perfect and I think alot of people are portrayed as perfect,  unreachable and untouchable “.

~ Adele. 

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